The first time Emma Clarke saw me through the bay window, I was barefoot on a worn Persian rug, headphones in, swaying with my eyes closed. She thought I was having a crisis. I wasn't. I was finding the part of me I'd filed away twenty years ago.
I danced in college, the kind of campus electives where you learn phrases instead of techniques and the studio always smells like rosin and old curtains. After graduation, life happened in the fast, ordinary way it does. Jobs, relationships, a move every year or so. Dance became something I used to do, tucked into the same box as the recital photos I never hung.
When I landed in the Mid-Ohio Valley last June, I chose a slightly shabby 1892 Queen Anne on Front Street because I liked the bay window and didn't mind the crooked floors. The radiators clanked like punctuation in winter, the parlor floor sloped just enough to roll a pencil toward the door, and the morning light made the whole front room feel like a stage I didn't know how to use.
On a Tuesday at 6:47 a.m., Bon Iver came on while I was rinsing dishes. My hips shifted before my brain caught up. I set down the sponge and kept moving. Twenty minutes later I was leaning against the bay window glass, laughing and crying at the same time, the kind of release that doesn't ask permission.
After that, I started making space on purpose. I slid the coffee table to the wall, tugged the rug flat, and turned the volume up just enough to drown out the radiator sighing in the corner. No choreography. No mirror. Just my body remembering its own language.
Some mornings I move in socks, some mornings in bare feet. Either way, the floor knows me now.
Emma knocked on the door one Saturday at 4:12 p.m. and said, "I see you dancing. Can I join sometime?" I almost said no. It felt private, messy, not something I had words for. But her question was simple and kind, so I told her yes.
That first afternoon it was just the two of us. We pushed the couch against the wall, opened the front windows a crack, and hit play on a playlist Emma had labeled "quiet bravery." We didn't talk much. We moved until the song ended, then sat on the floor and drank water like we'd run a race we hadn't trained for.
Word travels on Front Street. Elena Martinez asked if she could bring Maya Chen from the Kundalini nights she goes to in town. Evie Stone wandered in one Tuesday with a thermos of ginger tea and a folded mat under her arm. Jacob Torres texted to ask if "awkward beginners" were welcome; he showed up in running shorts and stayed for the whole set.
By the second week we were meeting Tuesday and Thursday evenings, usually around 7:05, when the light slants through the bay window and turns the wallpaper gold. There's a couch shoved against the wall, houseplants on the windowsill, and my cat perched in the armchair like a tiny critic. It is a living room, not a studio, and that is the point.
I don't teach. I don't correct. If anything, I offer prompts—"move like water," "try making that shape smaller," "what happens if you close your eyes?"—and then I let the room answer. It feels less like instruction and more like witness, like someone holding the door while you decide whether to step through.
My living room isn't a studio. There's a couch shoved against the wall, houseplants on the windowsill, my cat judging us from the armchair. But that's the beauty of it.
We have slowly collected small comforts. A Bluetooth speaker that doesn't cut out mid-song. A citrus candle that sits on the mantel with the empty matchbox beside it. Elena brought a thick yoga mat for anyone who wants to work closer to the floor. Maya leaves a jar of pickled ginger on the coffee table, like we're all in on a private joke about refueling.
Some nights only two people show up. Some nights seven, and we bump into the side tables and laugh. On the nights when the radiators hiss a little too loudly, we just turn the music up and keep moving. The Victorian cottage doesn't ask us to be quiet; it asks us to be present.
Once, after we finished, Jacob sat on the floor and said, "I thought I'd be embarrassed." He looked around at the bent knees and flushed faces. "Turns out I just needed somewhere I didn't have to be good." I nodded because that was the whole thing, said aloud.
I get asked sometimes if I'll rent studio space or make it "official." The question always feels a little strange. This is official. It happens in a living room with scratched floors, a sofa that squeaks, and a bay window that witnesses everything. It is movement in the place where we actually live.
I still dance alone most mornings, sometimes in an old T-shirt, sometimes in pajamas, sometimes with a cup of coffee cooling on the radiator. But twice a week, the room fills with people I know by name, and we remember we have bodies worth listening to. In the Mid-Ohio Valley, where winter can tuck us inside, this is how we make warmth: we move together, imperfectly, and we keep the window open just enough to let the light in.
Emma Clarke
16 Dec 2024Still one of my favorite parts of the week. Thank you for letting me stumble around your living room, Annie.
REPLYRachel Kim
16 Dec 2024I love that this happens in a living room, not a studio. Makes it feel like something I could actually do, not another thing I'd need to be "good at."
REPLYMaya Chen
16 Dec 2024That night I cried was the night I needed to cry. Thank you all for just... being there. No fixing, no explaining. Just presence.
REPLYEvie Stone
17 Dec 2024Movement as meditation, dance as prayer. Annie, you've created something beautiful here. This is yoga in its truest form.
REPLYJacob Torres
17 Dec 2024I tried one session. Felt ridiculous. Also felt free. Might come back.
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